Ramadhan

Can you believe it.. It's Ramadhan already. I still get shocked every time we get into a new month this year. Almost every single month I'll go all 'It's *insert month* already?!' I get kind of sad thinking of how time flies. I feel like I'm in this hour glass and I can't get out. Just have to keep moving before I get buried in the sand. Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating. I waste so much time, maybe that's why I feel that way. I always tell myself to appreciate everyday. I try thinking about how I will never relive that particular day again. Doesn't it amaze you? How you'll never be able to go back to a certain day. This might sound a little confusing, but once you get what I'm trying to say.. it is horrifying.

Ramadhan is a special month and I intend to try my very best to be a better version of myself this month. Not saying that you should only change for the better during this period of time only, but take this month as a start to a new you. During this holy month, iblis and syaitan are tied up so every bad thing you do, is your doing.

I've been feeling down lately. Not sure if it is because I'm on my period or is it just because of how tiring and agonizing my days have been. Not in the greatest mood right now but I hope things will get better soon. Don't want to go through Ramadhan with such a negative vibe. Oh and not to forget, if anyone I know is reading this, I'd like to apologize for my wrong doings towards you. I'm sorry if I have ever hurt your feelings or done something not very nice to you. Hope you find it in your heart to forgive me. Have a blessed month. May Allah bless you always!

“Live in the path most pleasing to Allah and depart from this dunya in a manner most pleasing to Allah.”