Obsess Less

I need to find something new to obsess over. I'm constantly jumping from liking this to liking that and right now I feel so lost without something to obsess about. I keep myself occupied and less lonely by getting myself too into unnecessary things. Reasons why I am out of things to obsess about :

1. For a while, not very long ago, I was crazy over make up. I didn't wear much but I certainly enjoyed watching people do tutorials and gushing over pretty palettes but recently I had this realisation that I want to cut down on the make up I wear. I still do wear eye liner and lip colours but I'm trying to tone down my obsession because I have many years to obsess over make up so I should keep it more to the natural side for now. 

2. The television series I love have either reached their finale or stopped production. I honestly do not understand why many of the shows that I liked these past few years keep on getting cancelled. I am 90% sure most girls my age like them too but I guess only being able to attract a couple of teenage female fans isn't enough to stay in the television business.

3. No current celebrity crush. Being "unfaithful to celebrity crushes Allyssa" I have maybe (just a little) gotten over my Austin Butler phase. I do still find him very.. very.. attractive but without Carrie Diaries anymore it's so hard to see him anywhere. He isn't those -post everything on social media- kind so it is really hard to keep updated with him. That's the thing about liking actors, they usually don't get that involved with their fans and you don't have the slightest chance to see them. So I suggest you find a musician to like because it would be much easier. I do have this new actor to check out though, thanks to Yasmin!

4. I feel so not girly this month. I haven't thought about shopping for weeks and I actually feel lazy to think about clothes and handbags and all things fashion. What am I turning into? My life is already uninteresting as it is. It is getting even more uninteresting by the minute. However I am excited to go get Shaza and Yasmin their birthday presents. I still have NO idea what to get them but it is both exciting and stressful getting gifts for people.

Alhamdulillah that I have novels and my laptop to accompany me at boring times. 

Sorry for the having too many words in my post guys. I am just those kinds of people who like writing long paragraphs and feel incomplete if my posts say too little! Happy August <3